1 00:00:33,566 --> 00:00:36,403 GIRLS: ♪ I don't think that I could choose just one ♪ 2 00:00:36,469 --> 00:00:39,139 -♪ Where did all these smart girls come from? ♪ -(pounding on door) 3 00:00:39,205 --> 00:00:41,040 Go away! I'm taking a bath! 4 00:00:41,107 --> 00:00:42,642 LAURA: Dad's ten minutes away! 5 00:00:42,709 --> 00:00:45,145 I know, and I'll be out! Just go blow up balloons. 6 00:00:45,211 --> 00:00:47,147 GIRLS: ♪ On the floor, in the car ♪ 7 00:00:47,213 --> 00:00:48,815 ♪ On a seat in a bar ♪ 8 00:00:48,882 --> 00:00:52,452 ♪ Wherever I go, that's where they are. ♪ 9 00:00:58,858 --> 00:01:00,794 Ms. Swift, anything to say to all the young women? 10 00:01:00,860 --> 00:01:02,829 (high-pitched voice): People haven't always been there for me, 11 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:04,364 but music always has. 12 00:01:04,431 --> 00:01:06,766 -(laughter) -Me, next! I want to next! 13 00:01:06,833 --> 00:01:08,668 No. It hurts young brains. You can't do it. 14 00:01:08,735 --> 00:01:10,270 -Your brain is just as young as mine, Lila. -No. 15 00:01:10,336 --> 00:01:12,806 (high-pitched voice): I am a mature woman. 16 00:01:14,140 --> 00:01:15,475 What are you guys doing? 17 00:01:15,542 --> 00:01:17,744 You had one task-- balloons. Come on. 18 00:01:17,811 --> 00:01:19,779 (high-pitched voices): -We're trying our best. -We have an hour left, okay? 19 00:01:19,846 --> 00:01:22,382 -(car doors shut) -Oh, what was that? 20 00:01:28,588 --> 00:01:30,123 Kristen! (whistles) 21 00:01:30,190 --> 00:01:31,424 He's here! 22 00:01:32,859 --> 00:01:34,594 Coming! 23 00:01:37,430 --> 00:01:39,299 Hey. 24 00:01:43,570 --> 00:01:45,271 -No! -Hey! What, what...? 25 00:01:45,338 --> 00:01:47,140 -We need ten minutes! -Family? Well, then I'll huff, 26 00:01:47,207 --> 00:01:49,642 -and I'll puff. -Oh, girls, he just wants to see you. 27 00:01:49,709 --> 00:01:51,544 -Come on. -(girls clamoring) 28 00:01:51,611 --> 00:01:53,480 He just wants to see you, he just wants to see you, come on. 29 00:01:53,546 --> 00:01:55,715 Get the banner. 30 00:01:58,551 --> 00:02:00,386 Oh, I'm sorry I've been away so long. 31 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:01,554 We've been fine. 32 00:02:01,621 --> 00:02:03,456 -(Andy moaning) -Oh, my God! 33 00:02:03,523 --> 00:02:05,492 You look beautiful. 34 00:02:05,558 --> 00:02:07,560 Thanks. I've been outside more. 35 00:02:07,627 --> 00:02:10,163 Oh, my God! Daughters! 36 00:02:10,229 --> 00:02:12,298 -Come here! Come here, oh. -(girls clamoring) 37 00:02:12,365 --> 00:02:14,667 Daddy! 38 00:02:14,734 --> 00:02:16,603 -LYNN: Tell us how much you've missed us. -ANDY: Okay. 39 00:02:16,669 --> 00:02:19,272 Here we go. 40 00:02:19,339 --> 00:02:21,441 (high-pitched voice): What we need around here is discipline. 41 00:02:24,978 --> 00:02:27,814 -Discipline. -(indistinct chatter, clamoring) 42 00:02:29,349 --> 00:02:31,284 Oh. 43 00:02:34,687 --> 00:02:36,322 I need sex. 44 00:02:36,389 --> 00:02:37,891 Oh, yeah? 45 00:02:37,957 --> 00:02:40,159 Well, we'd better get down to it, then. 46 00:02:40,226 --> 00:02:42,262 Yes. 47 00:02:43,563 --> 00:02:44,797 No, no, no, no, no, lights on. 48 00:02:44,864 --> 00:02:46,799 -(laughs) -I want to see what I'm doing. 49 00:02:46,866 --> 00:02:49,269 Okay. 50 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:59,579 -Oh, what's wrong? -No, it's nothing. I, um... 51 00:02:59,646 --> 00:03:01,881 I leaned against the stove. I-I burned myself. 52 00:03:01,948 --> 00:03:03,750 -What? Where? -On my stomach. 53 00:03:03,816 --> 00:03:05,818 -Ow. Let me see. -No, no, no, it's really nothing. 54 00:03:05,885 --> 00:03:08,354 Hey, hey, let me see. 55 00:03:15,528 --> 00:03:17,897 What the heck? What? The stove did that? 56 00:03:17,964 --> 00:03:20,333 Yeah. I was making pancakes. 57 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:22,569 I'll be right back. 58 00:03:36,783 --> 00:03:39,252 -It's been a long, long time. -Yeah. 59 00:03:39,319 --> 00:03:40,853 Have you forgotten how to do it? 60 00:03:40,920 --> 00:03:43,356 -I may need a few lessons. -(laughs) 61 00:03:43,423 --> 00:03:45,325 I put my hand here, I think? 62 00:03:45,391 --> 00:03:48,294 -Ah, do it a little lower. -Oh. 63 00:03:48,361 --> 00:03:49,929 -Oh! (moans) -Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot. 64 00:03:49,996 --> 00:03:51,698 Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. Do that again. 65 00:03:51,764 --> 00:03:53,433 Kris, I don't want to hurt you. 66 00:03:53,499 --> 00:03:55,535 I said, do it again. 67 00:03:57,003 --> 00:03:59,372 Ow! (moans) 68 00:03:59,439 --> 00:04:00,940 I don't think that's a good idea. 69 00:04:01,007 --> 00:04:03,276 -(screaming) -Hey, hey, shh! Hey! 70 00:04:03,343 --> 00:04:04,477 Hey! (shushing) 71 00:04:04,544 --> 00:04:06,613 The girls will hear us. 72 00:04:06,679 --> 00:04:08,715 Okay? 73 00:04:09,882 --> 00:04:11,951 No, no, no, hey. 74 00:04:12,018 --> 00:04:14,320 I still want to. I just-- we could just take it down a notch. 75 00:04:14,387 --> 00:04:16,589 What are we...? 76 00:04:16,656 --> 00:04:18,757 -What is this? -Here, gags. 77 00:04:18,825 --> 00:04:21,427 Why, are we kidnapping people now? 78 00:04:25,732 --> 00:04:26,966 Here, this, too. 79 00:04:27,033 --> 00:04:29,369 -(muffled grunts) -I bought them for us. 80 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:36,809 ANDY: Huh. 81 00:04:36,876 --> 00:04:38,778 Hmm. 82 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:29,996 ♪ ♪ 83 00:05:49,682 --> 00:05:51,718 ANDY: Oh, wow. 84 00:05:57,857 --> 00:05:59,892 Just wow. 85 00:06:10,770 --> 00:06:13,072 Mom? 86 00:06:20,513 --> 00:06:22,548 ♪ ♪ 87 00:06:36,629 --> 00:06:39,899 It's called the M-LTS, 88 00:06:39,966 --> 00:06:41,634 which stands for... 89 00:06:41,701 --> 00:06:42,969 something. 90 00:06:43,035 --> 00:06:45,004 It's a new neurological study 91 00:06:45,071 --> 00:06:47,473 at the University of Cornell. 92 00:06:47,540 --> 00:06:49,142 Oh, the Magnetic Temporoparietal Lobe Stimulator. 93 00:06:49,208 --> 00:06:51,577 Yes, I guess. 94 00:06:51,644 --> 00:06:54,113 It's, uh, the-the brain mapping that they're doing there. 95 00:06:54,180 --> 00:06:56,682 -Oh, right, the God Helmet? -Actually, that's trademarked. 96 00:06:56,749 --> 00:06:58,885 So we've been asked not to call it that. 97 00:06:58,951 --> 00:07:01,187 -What is it? -Using magnetic fields 98 00:07:01,254 --> 00:07:02,655 to probe regions of the brain. 99 00:07:02,722 --> 00:07:05,124 The Vatican's Pontificia Accademia 100 00:07:05,191 --> 00:07:07,693 delle Scienze has asked us to investigate it. 101 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:09,128 -Why? -It induces 102 00:07:09,195 --> 00:07:11,864 spiritual visions in subjects. 103 00:07:11,931 --> 00:07:13,699 Supposedly ten percent of the subjects 104 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:15,168 convert to Christianity. 105 00:07:15,234 --> 00:07:17,804 The Holy See wants an analysis 106 00:07:17,870 --> 00:07:20,072 to see if these results are legitimate and 107 00:07:20,139 --> 00:07:22,041 warrant further examination. 108 00:07:22,108 --> 00:07:23,876 Or whether this should be dismissed as a hoax. 109 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:25,478 -What kind of hoax? -I don't know. 110 00:07:25,545 --> 00:07:27,180 But that's where you three come in. 111 00:07:27,246 --> 00:07:28,881 Just write up a report. 112 00:07:28,948 --> 00:07:30,817 This one should be easy. 113 00:07:33,686 --> 00:07:36,722 The Low-Intensity Magnetic Temporoparietal Lobe Stimulator. 114 00:07:36,789 --> 00:07:38,457 What are you researching? 115 00:07:38,524 --> 00:07:41,160 Beta-amyloid plaque and tau proteins in the brain. 116 00:07:41,227 --> 00:07:42,762 Oh, for neurodegenerative disease. 117 00:07:44,263 --> 00:07:46,199 You're with the Vatican? 118 00:07:46,265 --> 00:07:48,868 No, I'm... with them. 119 00:07:48,935 --> 00:07:51,003 So you're mapping the brain? 120 00:07:51,070 --> 00:07:53,206 Uh, yes. It's not a study 121 00:07:53,272 --> 00:07:55,508 of the neurological basis for religion. 122 00:07:55,575 --> 00:07:57,109 That's just an artifact 123 00:07:57,176 --> 00:07:59,111 of stimulating the plenary gland and the parietal cortex. 124 00:07:59,178 --> 00:08:00,780 How many people have had spiritual experiences 125 00:08:00,847 --> 00:08:03,015 -while wearing it? -Around 30%. 126 00:08:03,082 --> 00:08:04,650 The Vatican people 127 00:08:04,717 --> 00:08:06,786 said you wanted to interview some of them? 128 00:08:06,853 --> 00:08:08,554 We do. 129 00:08:16,062 --> 00:08:18,531 Um... 130 00:08:18,598 --> 00:08:21,801 I was walking down a road in the snow. 131 00:08:21,868 --> 00:08:25,605 And I felt someone walking beside me. 132 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:30,076 So I looked toward it, but there was no one there. 133 00:08:31,277 --> 00:08:33,578 And I felt a hand on my shoulder. 134 00:08:33,645 --> 00:08:35,681 A man's hand. 135 00:08:35,748 --> 00:08:38,885 And I heard a whisper. 136 00:08:38,951 --> 00:08:41,053 (whispering): "You're going the wrong way. 137 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:43,623 Turn around." 138 00:08:45,825 --> 00:08:47,526 Toward? 139 00:08:47,593 --> 00:08:49,896 I don't know. 140 00:08:49,962 --> 00:08:53,165 But I felt something I never felt before. 141 00:08:53,232 --> 00:08:55,668 Joy. 142 00:08:58,237 --> 00:09:00,539 And I hate using that word-- it sounds so religious-y. 143 00:09:02,008 --> 00:09:03,943 Is that a word? 144 00:09:06,145 --> 00:09:08,547 I put it on and immediately I was 145 00:09:08,614 --> 00:09:10,783 in this white sphere thing. 146 00:09:10,850 --> 00:09:14,587 And I was floating past the planets and the sun. 147 00:09:14,654 --> 00:09:17,890 And one person was walking towards me. 148 00:09:17,957 --> 00:09:21,761 He offered his hand and he said he was Keith Moon. 149 00:09:21,827 --> 00:09:23,329 The drummer? 150 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:25,965 Yeah. I don't know why. 151 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:28,601 But he was in Heaven and he said, 152 00:09:28,668 --> 00:09:31,137 "I didn't run over my chauffeur." 153 00:09:31,203 --> 00:09:33,172 -(chuckles) -DAVID: And... 154 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:35,608 -that was it? -Yep. 155 00:09:35,675 --> 00:09:38,811 And... everything changed 156 00:09:38,878 --> 00:09:40,846 after that. 157 00:09:40,913 --> 00:09:44,283 I didn't feel so depressed anymore. 158 00:09:48,154 --> 00:09:50,890 Uh... 159 00:09:53,092 --> 00:09:55,127 It... 160 00:10:01,334 --> 00:10:04,170 It was, um... 161 00:10:07,373 --> 00:10:09,108 ...beautiful. 162 00:10:15,314 --> 00:10:17,850 No words can describe-- it was... 163 00:10:33,232 --> 00:10:35,201 So, what do you think? 164 00:10:35,267 --> 00:10:37,169 I think they're a lot more persuasive 165 00:10:37,236 --> 00:10:38,738 than I thought they'd be. 166 00:10:38,804 --> 00:10:40,239 And their visions stayed with them. 167 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:43,009 I mean, they're still talking about joy and God. 168 00:10:43,075 --> 00:10:44,643 Why are we here? 169 00:10:44,710 --> 00:10:46,078 What do you mean? 170 00:10:46,145 --> 00:10:47,813 Well, what does the Church want from this? 171 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:49,849 My guess is, they're studying the varieties 172 00:10:49,915 --> 00:10:51,650 of religious experiences. 173 00:10:51,717 --> 00:10:53,419 Or are they trying to convert people using technology? 174 00:10:53,486 --> 00:10:55,354 I doubt that. 175 00:10:55,421 --> 00:10:57,823 Spirituality is more than just a triggering of a few synapses. 176 00:10:57,890 --> 00:10:59,792 But these people were changed. 177 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:01,794 That woman-- her vision changed her life. 178 00:11:01,861 --> 00:11:04,230 No, getting treatment for her depression saved her life. 179 00:11:04,296 --> 00:11:06,432 So you're saying her vision had nothing to do with it? 180 00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:08,768 No, I'm saying her vision was collateral. 181 00:11:08,834 --> 00:11:11,203 The helmet stimulated her frontal lobe 182 00:11:11,270 --> 00:11:13,706 and alleviated her depression on a physiological level. 183 00:11:13,773 --> 00:11:17,009 Or the vision came first and the physiological effect second. 184 00:11:17,076 --> 00:11:18,878 Mm, Doctor? 185 00:11:18,944 --> 00:11:21,247 How else do we describe the miracle of coming out 186 00:11:21,313 --> 00:11:23,716 of depression, except with religious language? 187 00:11:23,783 --> 00:11:25,918 Our vocabulary for the sublime is entirely 188 00:11:25,985 --> 00:11:27,720 informed by spirituality. 189 00:11:27,787 --> 00:11:28,954 Father? 190 00:11:29,021 --> 00:11:31,390 Okay. I'm ready. 191 00:11:31,457 --> 00:11:33,292 For? 192 00:11:33,359 --> 00:11:35,861 The next session. Who's up first? 193 00:11:37,763 --> 00:11:39,331 The archdiocese said you wanted to be subjects. 194 00:11:39,398 --> 00:11:41,033 Well, I'm ready. 195 00:11:41,100 --> 00:11:43,002 Nice of the bishop to mention that to us. 196 00:11:43,069 --> 00:11:44,203 -If you don't want to do it... -BEN: No. 197 00:11:44,270 --> 00:11:45,971 I do. Ready. 198 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:47,339 Ben, are you serious? 199 00:11:47,406 --> 00:11:49,241 I want to see God. 200 00:11:49,308 --> 00:11:51,744 Who wouldn't want to see God? Let's do it. 201 00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:54,046 So, what is this, a Faraday cage? 202 00:11:54,113 --> 00:11:55,981 -It's my modification. -Oh. 203 00:11:56,048 --> 00:11:58,150 It shields out EMF emissions. 204 00:11:58,217 --> 00:12:00,352 -You sure you want to go through with this, Ben? -Are you kidding me? 205 00:12:00,419 --> 00:12:02,054 A chance to see God and Keith Moon? 206 00:12:02,121 --> 00:12:03,389 Come on, how could I pass that up, right? 207 00:12:03,456 --> 00:12:05,124 -How's the fit? -Good. 208 00:12:05,191 --> 00:12:06,392 It's not supposed to be too heavy, 209 00:12:06,459 --> 00:12:08,194 -or you'll be too aware of it. -Uh-huh. 210 00:12:08,260 --> 00:12:10,196 Okay. 211 00:12:12,098 --> 00:12:13,466 Here we go. 212 00:12:13,532 --> 00:12:15,367 Count back from 40, please. 213 00:12:15,434 --> 00:12:17,103 40... 214 00:12:17,169 --> 00:12:19,305 39... 38... 215 00:12:19,371 --> 00:12:22,408 37... 36... 216 00:12:22,475 --> 00:12:25,878 35... 34... 217 00:12:25,945 --> 00:12:27,346 33... 218 00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:29,148 How long does it take? 219 00:12:29,215 --> 00:12:31,250 Just a few seconds. 220 00:12:31,317 --> 00:12:33,519 -Will you know when or if he has a vision? -Maybe. 221 00:12:33,586 --> 00:12:36,255 -From his, uh, EEG. -(beeping) 222 00:12:36,322 --> 00:12:37,990 It mimics REM sleep. 223 00:12:38,057 --> 00:12:39,925 Huh. 224 00:12:39,992 --> 00:12:42,795 Something wrong? 225 00:12:52,972 --> 00:12:54,940 ♪ ♪ 226 00:13:15,261 --> 00:13:16,562 -What's wrong? -I don't know. 227 00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:19,131 We may just have one electrode loose. 228 00:13:19,198 --> 00:13:21,267 -Let me... adjust. -Ben, are you okay? 229 00:13:21,333 --> 00:13:22,535 Yeah. Great. 230 00:13:22,601 --> 00:13:24,403 Just having a nice sleep. 231 00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:25,437 So no visions of Hell? 232 00:13:25,504 --> 00:13:28,107 No, not yet, but... 233 00:13:28,174 --> 00:13:30,209 LIYANA: But what? 234 00:13:35,948 --> 00:13:38,117 But I'm in my head. 235 00:13:38,184 --> 00:13:40,186 And that's why I'm seeing you. 236 00:13:40,252 --> 00:13:41,954 You're seeing me now because you rejected 237 00:13:42,021 --> 00:13:43,422 everything I was for. 238 00:13:43,489 --> 00:13:46,058 Are you kidding me, Mom? 239 00:13:46,125 --> 00:13:48,360 -You wanted me to be a scientist. -No. 240 00:13:48,427 --> 00:13:50,362 I wanted you to understand science. 241 00:13:50,429 --> 00:13:51,964 But not reject Allah. 242 00:13:52,031 --> 00:13:53,432 I didn't reject Allah. 243 00:13:53,499 --> 00:13:54,967 Allah rejected me. 244 00:13:55,034 --> 00:13:57,436 I don't want to talk about this. 245 00:13:59,271 --> 00:14:01,006 Why are you here? 246 00:14:01,073 --> 00:14:03,008 Take my hand? 247 00:14:03,075 --> 00:14:04,310 Why? 248 00:14:04,376 --> 00:14:06,111 What a son. Stop being so contrary. 249 00:14:06,178 --> 00:14:07,479 Take my hand. 250 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,925 Where are we now? 251 00:14:19,992 --> 00:14:22,261 In Vijapur, where you were born. 252 00:14:22,328 --> 00:14:24,196 Wow. 253 00:14:24,263 --> 00:14:26,031 Oh, I haven't been here 254 00:14:26,098 --> 00:14:28,467 since I was six years old. 255 00:14:28,534 --> 00:14:30,469 It looks poor. 256 00:14:30,536 --> 00:14:32,871 When did you become so contentious? 257 00:14:34,540 --> 00:14:36,408 You're right. 258 00:14:36,475 --> 00:14:38,944 Let me hear your prayers. 259 00:14:45,150 --> 00:14:46,085 Hmm? 260 00:14:46,151 --> 00:14:48,520 See, was that so hard? 261 00:14:50,256 --> 00:14:53,058 Are you in Heaven, Mom? 262 00:14:53,125 --> 00:14:55,961 I think I'm supposed to see God here. 263 00:14:56,028 --> 00:14:58,897 Yes, Heaven. 264 00:14:58,964 --> 00:15:01,200 -But you can't see God. -Why not? 265 00:15:01,267 --> 00:15:04,136 -Because you don't believe. -Okay, if I saw, I might believe. 266 00:15:04,203 --> 00:15:06,505 No, you won't. I know you-- you're stubborn. 267 00:15:06,572 --> 00:15:08,974 -I always said that. -You made me stubborn. 268 00:15:11,377 --> 00:15:13,512 Who's that? 269 00:15:13,579 --> 00:15:15,547 One of the prostitutes from the neighborhood. 270 00:15:15,614 --> 00:15:17,549 BEN: Oh, yeah. 271 00:15:17,616 --> 00:15:19,485 They came out at 10:00. 272 00:15:19,551 --> 00:15:21,153 Do you remember what I said to you? 273 00:15:21,220 --> 00:15:23,422 No. 274 00:15:23,489 --> 00:15:25,591 No, yeah. The feet? 275 00:15:25,658 --> 00:15:27,693 That's right. 276 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:30,496 Look down at her feet. 277 00:15:38,304 --> 00:15:40,339 It's a ghost. 278 00:15:48,314 --> 00:15:50,616 Mom-Mom, Mom. What is-- what is it, Mom? 279 00:15:50,683 --> 00:15:52,584 -What is that? -I can't help you. 280 00:15:52,651 --> 00:15:54,987 Mom. Mom, what do you mean? 281 00:15:55,054 --> 00:15:56,989 -(snarls) -(screams) 282 00:15:57,056 --> 00:15:59,291 Hey, give yourself a few seconds. 283 00:15:59,358 --> 00:16:00,959 -You okay? -DAVID: What happened? 284 00:16:01,026 --> 00:16:02,194 -What'd you see? -I couldn't get away from... 285 00:16:02,261 --> 00:16:03,562 I couldn't get away... 286 00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:05,164 You couldn't get away from what? 287 00:16:05,230 --> 00:16:07,266 Ben? 288 00:16:11,270 --> 00:16:12,404 Could be a vestigial reaction 289 00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:13,572 from being stuck in that basement. 290 00:16:14,707 --> 00:16:18,110 I thought the helmet only provoked positive reactions. 291 00:16:18,177 --> 00:16:19,511 For the most significant sampling, yes. 292 00:16:19,578 --> 00:16:21,280 As we've, uh, 293 00:16:21,347 --> 00:16:23,749 expanded our data collection, we're starting to see 294 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,751 some participants experience... 295 00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,720 counter-positive reactions. 296 00:16:27,786 --> 00:16:29,621 -Like what? -Grief, sadness, 297 00:16:29,688 --> 00:16:32,458 darkness, uh, meaninglessness. 298 00:16:33,559 --> 00:16:35,094 So some see Heaven. 299 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:36,495 Others see Hell? 300 00:16:36,562 --> 00:16:38,630 It's not a word that I would use. 301 00:16:55,147 --> 00:16:57,149 ♪ ♪ 302 00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:27,546 ♪ ♪ 303 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:56,608 ♪ ♪ 304 00:18:17,229 --> 00:18:19,465 Oops. 305 00:18:19,531 --> 00:18:21,733 We should talk. 306 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:30,342 I'm here. 307 00:18:32,945 --> 00:18:34,780 Go ahead. 308 00:18:43,789 --> 00:18:45,657 You recognize that? 309 00:18:46,892 --> 00:18:49,461 A hand? 310 00:18:49,528 --> 00:18:51,763 That you splashed with your "holy water." 311 00:18:51,830 --> 00:18:53,665 That's right. 312 00:18:53,732 --> 00:18:56,468 During your "exorcism." 313 00:18:56,535 --> 00:18:58,637 But it wasn't holy water. 314 00:18:58,704 --> 00:19:00,606 It was ammonia. 315 00:19:00,672 --> 00:19:03,175 Huh. 316 00:19:03,242 --> 00:19:05,277 Yeah, "huh." 317 00:19:06,745 --> 00:19:08,780 Ammonia like this. 318 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,818 Here, let me show you. 319 00:19:14,453 --> 00:19:16,255 Put out your hand. 320 00:19:16,321 --> 00:19:18,857 Sure. 321 00:19:28,901 --> 00:19:31,336 How come I've never heard of you? 322 00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:34,806 Because I'm a nun. 323 00:19:37,709 --> 00:19:40,379 Do you know what's black and white and red all over? 324 00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:45,784 (laughing): A decapitated nun. 325 00:19:48,287 --> 00:19:50,689 Your move. 326 00:19:51,790 --> 00:19:54,560 Well, now that we've established that your little... 327 00:19:54,626 --> 00:19:57,429 holy water magic trick was just ammonia 328 00:19:57,496 --> 00:20:00,499 and that God has no power on this Earth... 329 00:20:00,566 --> 00:20:02,601 And that Jesus could never really survive 330 00:20:02,668 --> 00:20:04,636 his fall from the parapet. 331 00:20:06,305 --> 00:20:09,241 Perhaps we should discuss your future. 332 00:20:09,308 --> 00:20:10,876 My future? 333 00:20:10,943 --> 00:20:13,712 I don't think you have anything to offer there. 334 00:20:13,779 --> 00:20:15,547 Oh, you might be surprised. 335 00:20:15,614 --> 00:20:18,283 God gives you His reward in Heaven. 336 00:20:18,350 --> 00:20:20,886 But on this Earth... 337 00:20:20,953 --> 00:20:23,655 your ass is mine. 338 00:20:26,024 --> 00:20:28,860 You know where to find me. 339 00:20:52,317 --> 00:20:54,453 Oh, my spiritual advisor, how are you? 340 00:20:54,519 --> 00:20:56,021 What are you doing here? 341 00:20:56,088 --> 00:20:59,658 I've been having the most enlightening conversation. 342 00:20:59,725 --> 00:21:02,294 I think the Church is too hard on its nuns. 343 00:21:03,328 --> 00:21:05,364 I think they're sexy. 344 00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:12,671 Sister? 345 00:21:12,738 --> 00:21:14,806 -Are you all right? -Yes. 346 00:21:14,873 --> 00:21:16,541 I-I saw Leland. 347 00:21:16,608 --> 00:21:18,710 We were talking. 348 00:21:18,777 --> 00:21:21,279 He talks quite a bit. 349 00:21:21,346 --> 00:21:23,415 -Did he hurt you? -No. 350 00:21:23,482 --> 00:21:25,517 But we have to talk. 351 00:21:26,585 --> 00:21:28,687 Father, I need you to leave. 352 00:21:31,790 --> 00:21:33,792 We need to work harder on your meditations. 353 00:21:33,859 --> 00:21:35,460 Why? 354 00:21:35,527 --> 00:21:37,829 Our enemy has become more aggressive. 355 00:21:39,097 --> 00:21:41,667 We need to prepare. 356 00:21:41,733 --> 00:21:43,335 What are you talking about? 357 00:21:43,402 --> 00:21:44,970 Mom loved you. 358 00:21:45,037 --> 00:21:46,805 Yeah, but she was disappointed in me, wasn't she? 359 00:21:46,872 --> 00:21:49,441 She was disappointed in everyone who wasn't her. 360 00:21:49,508 --> 00:21:50,976 She always had unrealistic expectations for us... 361 00:21:51,043 --> 00:21:53,311 But when I dropped out of college, she... 362 00:21:53,378 --> 00:21:55,414 Ben, what is this about? 363 00:21:57,382 --> 00:21:59,951 Nothing, she-- I just had a dream about her... 364 00:22:00,018 --> 00:22:01,987 You're always the one telling me to ignore my dreams. 365 00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:03,955 Can I go to sleep now? 366 00:22:05,724 --> 00:22:08,627 She was disappointed that I ignored Shahada, right? 367 00:22:08,694 --> 00:22:10,962 Ben, let it go. 368 00:22:13,131 --> 00:22:15,500 When she died... 369 00:22:15,567 --> 00:22:17,369 did she say anything? 370 00:22:17,436 --> 00:22:19,371 -I'm not doing this. Good night. -Karima... 371 00:22:27,646 --> 00:22:29,648 So, last night? 372 00:22:30,916 --> 00:22:33,385 Yeah, you dirty rat. 373 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:39,124 Can I say, Kris, you've changed. 374 00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:41,026 In what way? 375 00:22:41,093 --> 00:22:42,994 Come on, the masks, the gags, 376 00:22:43,061 --> 00:22:44,930 the, um, the burns. 377 00:22:44,996 --> 00:22:47,833 I mean, what is going on? 378 00:22:47,899 --> 00:22:49,768 Don't you remember when we were climbing, 379 00:22:49,835 --> 00:22:51,703 the things we used to say? 380 00:22:51,770 --> 00:22:54,506 We're never gonna turn into some boring suburban couple? 381 00:22:54,573 --> 00:22:56,675 -Yeah. -So I haven't changed. 382 00:22:56,742 --> 00:22:58,009 I just changed back. 383 00:22:58,076 --> 00:23:00,479 Hey, could we get another cashier here?! 384 00:23:00,545 --> 00:23:02,114 -There's a line! -Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 385 00:23:02,180 --> 00:23:04,483 -Kris, it's okay. -No, Andy. 386 00:23:04,549 --> 00:23:06,852 This is who we were. We didn't give a fuck. 387 00:23:06,918 --> 00:23:10,055 Yeah, sure, but we can't go through life that way. 388 00:23:10,122 --> 00:23:12,657 Sure, we can. I can. 389 00:23:15,894 --> 00:23:18,563 So I was putting the masks back in the closet, 390 00:23:18,630 --> 00:23:20,766 and, uh, I found a shoebox... 391 00:23:20,832 --> 00:23:23,168 -MAN: Yeah. I'm getting... -Hey, hey, hey, hey, buddy? 392 00:23:23,235 --> 00:23:25,737 -Line's back there. -Uh, I just got a couple of things. 393 00:23:25,804 --> 00:23:27,038 No, you don't. You got more than us. 394 00:23:27,105 --> 00:23:28,640 Guys, can we just not sweat this, okay? 395 00:23:28,707 --> 00:23:30,742 I'm here. Slow your roll. 396 00:23:30,809 --> 00:23:33,678 (scoffs) He wants us to slow our roll? 397 00:23:33,745 --> 00:23:36,948 Excuse me. 398 00:23:37,015 --> 00:23:40,786 You get to the back of the line right now. 399 00:23:40,852 --> 00:23:42,888 Or what? 400 00:23:42,954 --> 00:23:44,956 Seriously, what? What are you gonna do? 401 00:23:45,023 --> 00:23:47,092 Uh-huh. 402 00:23:47,159 --> 00:23:49,027 Show me your car, I'll show you mine. 403 00:23:49,094 --> 00:23:50,629 Okay, it's... you know what, tiger? 404 00:23:50,695 --> 00:23:52,197 Let it go, let it go, let it go, hey, hey. 405 00:23:52,264 --> 00:23:53,965 It's okay. Karma will get him. 406 00:23:54,032 --> 00:23:55,901 Yeah, that's right. Karma. 407 00:23:55,967 --> 00:23:58,003 Think I forgot something anyway. 408 00:23:59,771 --> 00:24:01,206 CASHIER: Next. 409 00:24:18,156 --> 00:24:20,125 Oh, my God, it's over, bitch! 410 00:24:24,095 --> 00:24:25,797 We won't need a bag. 411 00:24:25,864 --> 00:24:27,599 Thank you. Andy? 412 00:24:39,744 --> 00:24:41,780 WOMAN: It was just black. 413 00:24:42,781 --> 00:24:44,783 When you put the helmet on me, that's all I saw. 414 00:24:44,850 --> 00:24:46,985 I don't know if it was for an hour 415 00:24:47,052 --> 00:24:49,521 or for five minutes, but... 416 00:24:49,588 --> 00:24:51,089 I didn't think it was working on me. 417 00:24:53,925 --> 00:24:55,961 And then I felt something. 418 00:24:56,027 --> 00:24:57,929 What? 419 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:01,867 A mouth. 420 00:25:01,933 --> 00:25:03,935 Like an animal. 421 00:25:05,704 --> 00:25:07,205 It clamped down on my hand, and... 422 00:25:07,272 --> 00:25:08,907 I screamed out. 423 00:25:08,974 --> 00:25:11,209 I thought maybe it was something 424 00:25:11,276 --> 00:25:13,078 on the chair that cut into me, but... 425 00:25:13,144 --> 00:25:15,747 then it started dragging me. 426 00:25:18,083 --> 00:25:20,118 And I... 427 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:23,255 Do you need a minute? 428 00:25:23,321 --> 00:25:25,724 Mm-mm, no. 429 00:25:28,994 --> 00:25:31,696 It dropped me into a pool of tar. 430 00:25:31,763 --> 00:25:34,165 And when I looked up, I saw this... 431 00:25:34,232 --> 00:25:37,936 massive thing with wings. 432 00:25:38,003 --> 00:25:40,538 About ten stories tall. 433 00:25:40,605 --> 00:25:43,541 And it was covered with... 434 00:25:43,608 --> 00:25:46,177 naked people... 435 00:25:46,244 --> 00:25:49,781 stuck to it, screaming. 436 00:25:56,121 --> 00:25:58,156 There are no physical consequences. 437 00:25:58,223 --> 00:26:00,258 And any psychological aftereffects? 438 00:26:00,325 --> 00:26:02,928 These are the, uh, post-experiment evaluations. 439 00:26:02,994 --> 00:26:04,796 Feel free to go through them. 440 00:26:04,863 --> 00:26:07,899 The subjects occasionally experience residual nightmares, 441 00:26:07,966 --> 00:26:09,567 but, uh, otherwise they're fine. 442 00:26:09,634 --> 00:26:10,602 Even who we just interviewed? 443 00:26:10,669 --> 00:26:11,836 Yes. 444 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:13,772 So, do either of you want to go? 445 00:26:13,838 --> 00:26:15,974 -Or are you done? -Yeah, I'll go. 446 00:26:16,041 --> 00:26:19,344 Kristen, we just spoke to someone who saw Hell. 447 00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:21,947 Then it's a good thing I don't believe in it. 448 00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:25,784 This is a simple conductive adhesive for the electrodes. 449 00:26:25,850 --> 00:26:27,886 Okay. 450 00:26:31,089 --> 00:26:33,925 Huh. Uh... wait. 451 00:26:33,992 --> 00:26:35,827 What's wrong? 452 00:26:35,894 --> 00:26:38,229 For some reason it's not registering you. 453 00:26:38,296 --> 00:26:41,299 Because I don't have a soul? 454 00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:53,244 Let me go first, Kristen. 455 00:26:53,311 --> 00:26:54,913 Why? 456 00:26:54,980 --> 00:26:56,247 I thought you weren't going to do this at all. 457 00:26:56,314 --> 00:26:57,749 I-I changed my mind. 458 00:26:57,816 --> 00:26:58,917 I'm fine, David. 459 00:26:58,984 --> 00:27:00,285 No, I-I want to. 460 00:27:00,352 --> 00:27:02,053 Please. 461 00:27:04,723 --> 00:27:06,958 47... 46... 462 00:27:07,025 --> 00:27:08,059 Maybe David shouldn't do this. 463 00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:09,627 DAVID: 45... 464 00:27:09,694 --> 00:27:11,296 No, it's just a neurological experiment. 465 00:27:11,363 --> 00:27:12,764 He'll be fine. 466 00:27:12,831 --> 00:27:15,700 42... 41... 467 00:27:15,767 --> 00:27:17,769 40... 468 00:27:17,836 --> 00:27:22,107 39... 38... 469 00:27:22,173 --> 00:27:26,244 37... 36... 470 00:27:26,311 --> 00:27:28,646 35... 471 00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:51,236 ♪ ♪ 472 00:28:04,249 --> 00:28:06,951 (whispers): Don't. 473 00:28:07,018 --> 00:28:08,953 Kristen. 474 00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:15,360 Kristen Bouchard. 475 00:28:15,427 --> 00:28:17,362 I take it you got my gift basket. 476 00:28:17,429 --> 00:28:19,697 I told you to stay away. 477 00:28:19,764 --> 00:28:21,199 But you didn't mean it. 478 00:28:21,266 --> 00:28:23,168 You love attention from men, 479 00:28:23,234 --> 00:28:24,436 especially with all these months alone. 480 00:28:24,502 --> 00:28:27,439 I told you to stay away, 481 00:28:27,505 --> 00:28:29,240 or I would kill you. 482 00:28:29,307 --> 00:28:30,942 You come into my house to threaten me? 483 00:28:31,009 --> 00:28:34,279 No, the threat was already made. 484 00:28:34,345 --> 00:28:36,214 I'm here to deliver on it. 485 00:28:36,281 --> 00:28:40,852 Well, I'm sure the police will be thrilled to hear about this. 486 00:28:43,121 --> 00:28:44,489 -(gasps) -(screams) 487 00:29:12,317 --> 00:29:13,985 CAL: Hold on, you're okay, David. 488 00:29:14,052 --> 00:29:15,153 Hold on. 489 00:29:15,220 --> 00:29:16,754 You're okay, David. 490 00:29:16,821 --> 00:29:18,323 -Let me just detach this. -What was that? 491 00:29:18,389 --> 00:29:20,458 What was that? What the hell...? 492 00:29:20,525 --> 00:29:22,460 BEN: What happened, what happened? What-what did you see? 493 00:29:33,004 --> 00:29:35,039 Just... 494 00:29:45,583 --> 00:29:47,819 What did you see, David? 495 00:29:49,554 --> 00:29:52,023 You. 496 00:29:52,090 --> 00:29:55,326 Me? Doing what? 497 00:29:56,327 --> 00:29:58,363 Killing LeRoux. 498 00:30:03,902 --> 00:30:05,370 Was that Heaven or Hell? 499 00:30:05,436 --> 00:30:09,807 You took an ax, you went to his house... 500 00:30:10,975 --> 00:30:13,044 ...and you killed him. 501 00:30:16,581 --> 00:30:21,219 Wow, that seems... unlikely. 502 00:30:21,286 --> 00:30:23,922 That's what I saw. 503 00:30:25,223 --> 00:30:27,158 I got to go. 504 00:30:27,225 --> 00:30:29,093 Why? 505 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:32,130 I, uh, I have an, uh... 506 00:30:33,131 --> 00:30:35,300 ...an appointment. 507 00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:46,511 He knew. 508 00:30:46,578 --> 00:30:48,046 He saw me do it. 509 00:30:48,112 --> 00:30:49,881 -Thi-This is your priest friend? -Yes. 510 00:30:49,948 --> 00:30:52,417 So, we're testing this brain-mapping device, 511 00:30:52,483 --> 00:30:55,153 and he saw me go to LeRoux's house 512 00:30:55,220 --> 00:30:56,921 -and kill him. -Well, 513 00:30:56,988 --> 00:30:58,323 he obviously sensed your guilt and intuited the rest. 514 00:30:58,389 --> 00:31:00,325 No, the details were too specific. 515 00:31:00,391 --> 00:31:03,494 He... knew about the ice ax, LeRoux's house. 516 00:31:03,561 --> 00:31:05,029 But he knows you-you were a climber, 517 00:31:05,096 --> 00:31:06,931 so an ice ax makes sense, and he probably 518 00:31:06,998 --> 00:31:09,267 saw LeRoux's house on the news. 519 00:31:09,334 --> 00:31:11,269 Kristen. 520 00:31:11,336 --> 00:31:13,438 (sighs) I think you should consider going to him 521 00:31:13,504 --> 00:31:15,440 and telling him the truth about LeRoux. 522 00:31:15,506 --> 00:31:16,574 What? Why? 523 00:31:16,641 --> 00:31:17,609 Well, not for religious reasons 524 00:31:17,675 --> 00:31:19,110 but for pragmatic ones. 525 00:31:19,177 --> 00:31:21,913 The placebo effect of confessing, 526 00:31:21,980 --> 00:31:25,149 of coming clean to someone you consider an authority-- 527 00:31:25,216 --> 00:31:29,954 moral authority-- will alleviate your psychosomatic symptoms. 528 00:31:32,690 --> 00:31:35,260 Does that make sense? 529 00:31:35,326 --> 00:31:37,462 I think it does. 530 00:31:47,472 --> 00:31:49,507 DAVID: I'll be right there. 531 00:31:50,608 --> 00:31:53,011 I thought I tied that. 532 00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,384 Oh, hey, Kristen, come on in. 533 00:32:00,718 --> 00:32:02,253 You can help me with this. 534 00:32:02,320 --> 00:32:03,554 DAVID: Kristen! 535 00:32:12,497 --> 00:32:13,631 Are you all right? 536 00:32:13,698 --> 00:32:14,999 What? 537 00:32:15,066 --> 00:32:16,134 What happened? 538 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:17,302 DAVID: You were screaming. 539 00:32:17,368 --> 00:32:19,237 I was? 540 00:32:19,304 --> 00:32:22,140 Uh, wh-when-when did I put this on? 541 00:32:22,206 --> 00:32:23,274 When did you go? 542 00:32:23,341 --> 00:32:24,642 Go where? 543 00:32:24,709 --> 00:32:27,045 Uh, your session with-with the, with the helmet-- 544 00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,546 -wh-when did you do it? -I haven't. 545 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:31,282 We were thinking tomorrow. 546 00:32:32,283 --> 00:32:34,419 Didn't I start to put this on, 547 00:32:34,485 --> 00:32:36,587 and then y-you said you wanted to go first? 548 00:32:36,654 --> 00:32:39,457 -No. -Is that what you saw-- 549 00:32:39,524 --> 00:32:41,159 David putting the helmet on? 550 00:32:41,225 --> 00:32:42,694 Yeah. 551 00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:44,729 And I saw him having a vision, too. 552 00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:46,364 What vision? 553 00:32:46,431 --> 00:32:48,366 Uh... 554 00:32:48,433 --> 00:32:51,302 Well, nothing. I mean, I-I-I-I, I don't remember, 555 00:32:51,369 --> 00:32:53,404 but we talked afterwards, after the vision, 556 00:32:53,471 --> 00:32:56,574 and then I had an emergency therapy session, 557 00:32:56,641 --> 00:32:59,711 and then I went to your room and Leland was there... 558 00:32:59,777 --> 00:33:01,713 None of that happened? 559 00:33:01,779 --> 00:33:04,215 No, you've-- you haven't left. 560 00:33:04,282 --> 00:33:06,184 You-You've been here. 561 00:33:12,824 --> 00:33:14,359 You okay? 562 00:33:14,425 --> 00:33:16,494 Yeah, I... I got to go. 563 00:33:24,435 --> 00:33:27,505 I, uh, I-I did this once before. 564 00:33:27,572 --> 00:33:29,040 What do you mean? 565 00:33:29,107 --> 00:33:31,275 Uh, we're testing a brain-mapping device, 566 00:33:31,342 --> 00:33:34,445 and I saw myself sitting across from you 567 00:33:34,512 --> 00:33:35,780 in an emergency session. 568 00:33:35,847 --> 00:33:37,014 -(chuckles): Really? -Yeah. 569 00:33:37,081 --> 00:33:38,249 How'd that go? 570 00:33:38,316 --> 00:33:40,785 Well, I told you that my friend David 571 00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:44,455 saw me hurting LeRoux. 572 00:33:45,456 --> 00:33:47,058 He saw you? 573 00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:49,227 In my vision, in the session. 574 00:33:49,293 --> 00:33:52,130 Yeah, that's your, your guilt coming out. 575 00:33:52,196 --> 00:33:54,098 That's what you said in my vision, too. 576 00:33:54,165 --> 00:33:55,433 Did I have any advice in your vision? 577 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:58,069 Yes, you told me that I should go to David 578 00:33:58,136 --> 00:34:00,238 and confess to him for the placebo effect 579 00:34:00,304 --> 00:34:01,739 of alleviating my guilt. 580 00:34:01,806 --> 00:34:03,608 -Really? -Yeah. 581 00:34:03,674 --> 00:34:07,612 Well, that's not my advice, but I think it's interesting 582 00:34:07,678 --> 00:34:10,047 that that's what you think my advice would be. 583 00:34:12,150 --> 00:34:13,484 You might have to unpack that for me. 584 00:34:13,551 --> 00:34:15,520 I feel like I'm in a house of mirrors here. 585 00:34:15,585 --> 00:34:18,688 You speak of David quite often in our sessions. 586 00:34:18,755 --> 00:34:19,791 Yeah, well, we work together. So? 587 00:34:19,857 --> 00:34:21,692 Well, your husband is back 588 00:34:21,759 --> 00:34:24,395 from nearly two months away, you haven't mentioned him once. 589 00:34:26,831 --> 00:34:28,766 Meaning? 590 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:32,103 Reflect on what you want your life to be. 591 00:34:32,170 --> 00:34:34,472 In this moment. 592 00:34:34,539 --> 00:34:36,607 If it's your husband, it's your husband. 593 00:34:36,674 --> 00:34:39,510 If it's David, it's David. 594 00:34:40,511 --> 00:34:42,713 Why is it a guy at all? 595 00:34:42,780 --> 00:34:44,215 Yeah, you're right. 596 00:34:44,282 --> 00:34:46,417 Um, could be what they represent. 597 00:34:46,484 --> 00:34:48,286 Your husband: the responsibilities of home. 598 00:34:48,351 --> 00:34:50,420 David: the freedom of work. 599 00:34:50,487 --> 00:34:52,322 There's another option. 600 00:34:52,389 --> 00:34:53,724 David's becoming a priest, 601 00:34:53,791 --> 00:34:55,560 so therefore it's unobtainable attraction. 602 00:34:55,626 --> 00:34:58,563 True... or it's a challenge. 603 00:34:59,564 --> 00:35:01,332 How so? 604 00:35:01,399 --> 00:35:05,269 He doesn't become a priest, then he's not unobtainable. 605 00:35:16,314 --> 00:35:18,115 Hey, I need a moment. 606 00:35:18,182 --> 00:35:19,884 Okay. 607 00:35:20,885 --> 00:35:23,120 Can I come in? 608 00:35:30,761 --> 00:35:32,797 Huh. 609 00:35:33,865 --> 00:35:35,800 This is nice. 610 00:35:35,867 --> 00:35:36,868 Kristen asked me to stay here. 611 00:35:36,934 --> 00:35:38,636 Hey, did I say anything? 612 00:35:38,703 --> 00:35:41,305 It was in the "huh." It was a very expressive "huh." 613 00:35:41,372 --> 00:35:44,375 Okay, how about you and I pretend we're complete strangers 614 00:35:44,442 --> 00:35:47,144 and we don't have any history, without any baggage? 615 00:35:47,211 --> 00:35:48,145 Can we do that? 616 00:35:48,212 --> 00:35:49,881 Sure. 617 00:35:49,947 --> 00:35:51,182 You start. 618 00:35:51,249 --> 00:35:53,684 (sighs): Okay. 619 00:35:57,722 --> 00:36:01,592 Um... so, listen, Kristen has changed. 620 00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:02,927 In what way? 621 00:36:02,994 --> 00:36:05,563 In every way. 622 00:36:05,630 --> 00:36:08,266 She beat up someone for cutting in line at a supermarket. 623 00:36:08,332 --> 00:36:09,634 (laughs) Really? 624 00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:11,269 Sheryl, that's not a good thing. 625 00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:12,637 She's more aggressive, 626 00:36:12,703 --> 00:36:14,505 she's more dismissive, she's more... 627 00:36:14,572 --> 00:36:16,908 she's more angry. 628 00:36:16,974 --> 00:36:18,342 Maybe she should be. 629 00:36:20,778 --> 00:36:24,715 You know I go away because that is our business, right? 630 00:36:24,782 --> 00:36:26,484 And if our business goes under, 631 00:36:26,551 --> 00:36:28,219 then we can't pay for the mortgage here. 632 00:36:28,286 --> 00:36:29,287 You were only supposed to be gone 633 00:36:29,353 --> 00:36:30,555 -for a few weeks. -Right, 634 00:36:30,621 --> 00:36:32,523 and then the world economy changed. 635 00:36:32,590 --> 00:36:33,791 -Right, yeah. -Right? 636 00:36:33,858 --> 00:36:35,426 Because climbing is a luxury item, 637 00:36:35,493 --> 00:36:36,861 -and we had ten people drop out. -Uh-huh, uh-huh. 638 00:36:36,928 --> 00:36:38,496 I didn't go away for my own pleasure. 639 00:36:38,563 --> 00:36:40,498 Yeah, there are reasons for everything, 640 00:36:40,565 --> 00:36:42,433 but I am back here because Kristen is overwhelmed. 641 00:36:42,500 --> 00:36:43,868 She's working, she's being a mom, 642 00:36:43,935 --> 00:36:45,636 and you're wondering why she's changed. 643 00:36:45,703 --> 00:36:48,239 Because she's had to adapt. 644 00:36:48,306 --> 00:36:50,808 -Okay, so this is my fault? -Yeah. 645 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,843 You thought I'd say differently, right? 646 00:36:52,910 --> 00:36:54,245 But I won't. 647 00:36:54,312 --> 00:36:56,247 Yes, it's your fault. 648 00:37:02,687 --> 00:37:04,221 What? 649 00:37:05,523 --> 00:37:09,226 No, that's... that's not right. 650 00:37:13,564 --> 00:37:15,967 -Sheryl? -Huh? 651 00:37:16,033 --> 00:37:17,368 Are you okay? 652 00:37:17,435 --> 00:37:18,436 Yeah. 653 00:37:19,537 --> 00:37:22,873 Uh... (sighs, shudders) 654 00:37:31,415 --> 00:37:34,418 This is a simple conductive adhesive for the electrodes. 655 00:37:34,485 --> 00:37:35,853 -You're sure about this? -I think it's important 656 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,455 for all of us to give a thorough assessment. 657 00:37:37,521 --> 00:37:38,923 You know, I've been getting a lot of requests 658 00:37:38,990 --> 00:37:40,925 from the Mormons to try it. 659 00:37:40,992 --> 00:37:42,960 They think it's a direct line to God. 660 00:37:43,027 --> 00:37:45,630 Well, if it's good enough for the Mormons... 661 00:37:45,696 --> 00:37:48,633 (chuckles) Okay. 662 00:37:55,573 --> 00:37:57,475 Count back from... 663 00:37:57,541 --> 00:38:00,611 50... 49... 664 00:38:00,678 --> 00:38:04,048 48... 47... 665 00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:07,018 46... 45... 666 00:38:07,084 --> 00:38:08,619 44... 667 00:38:08,686 --> 00:38:09,720 38... 668 00:38:09,787 --> 00:38:11,322 So what do you think? 669 00:38:11,389 --> 00:38:13,324 I'm an atheist, I saw my dead mother. 670 00:38:13,391 --> 00:38:15,926 You're an agnostic, you saw David have a vision. 671 00:38:15,993 --> 00:38:17,862 David is a believer. 672 00:38:17,928 --> 00:38:19,664 What does he see? 673 00:38:19,730 --> 00:38:20,931 31... 674 00:38:20,998 --> 00:38:22,299 I don't know. 675 00:38:22,366 --> 00:38:23,701 29... 676 00:38:23,768 --> 00:38:28,539 28... 27... 26... 677 00:38:28,606 --> 00:38:33,411 25... 24... 23... 678 00:38:34,879 --> 00:38:37,682 Three... two... 679 00:38:37,748 --> 00:38:39,784 one. 680 00:38:42,887 --> 00:38:44,689 Should I start over again? 681 00:38:44,755 --> 00:38:46,691 Did you get anything? 682 00:38:46,757 --> 00:38:49,093 Not a thing. 683 00:38:50,594 --> 00:38:53,631 Okay, I'm coming in to detach you. 684 00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,768 Well, that's appropriate. 685 00:38:57,835 --> 00:39:00,538 We get visions, the visionary gets nothing. 686 00:39:06,177 --> 00:39:08,546 I made a mistake. 687 00:39:09,547 --> 00:39:11,482 We were investigating a technology 688 00:39:11,549 --> 00:39:16,654 that supposedly gives nonbelievers a glimpse of God. 689 00:39:17,788 --> 00:39:21,892 It magnetically prods certain areas of the brain. 690 00:39:22,893 --> 00:39:25,129 I tried it. 691 00:39:25,196 --> 00:39:29,133 I wanted to see whether it could challenge my ideas of visions. 692 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,769 And...? 693 00:39:31,836 --> 00:39:34,672 I saw nothing. 694 00:39:34,739 --> 00:39:38,142 Not God... or Hell. 695 00:39:38,209 --> 00:39:40,144 Because your visions are not coming 696 00:39:40,211 --> 00:39:42,012 from regions of your brain. 697 00:39:42,079 --> 00:39:44,548 They're coming from God. 698 00:39:46,784 --> 00:39:48,819 Now I can't see anything. 699 00:39:50,521 --> 00:39:55,526 I've tried for hours... meditating. 700 00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:57,828 Nothing's coming. 701 00:39:57,895 --> 00:40:02,166 Technology can rewire the brain. 702 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:06,137 My guess is that you've lost everything you've gained. 703 00:40:07,505 --> 00:40:10,441 Now start over. 704 00:40:10,508 --> 00:40:12,643 And you'd better do it quickly 705 00:40:12,710 --> 00:40:15,646 because Mr. Townsend is coming after us 706 00:40:15,713 --> 00:40:19,750 and we need your abilities to know how to protect ourselves. 707 00:40:21,719 --> 00:40:23,654 And, David, 708 00:40:23,721 --> 00:40:27,658 don't use technology to rewire your brain again. 709 00:40:27,725 --> 00:40:30,027 It's not a toy. 710 00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:37,968 MARX: So... 711 00:40:38,969 --> 00:40:40,905 ...what are your findings? 712 00:40:40,971 --> 00:40:42,907 After much deliberation, 713 00:40:42,973 --> 00:40:45,609 we do not recommend the technology for further research 714 00:40:45,676 --> 00:40:46,811 at the Vatican. 715 00:40:47,812 --> 00:40:48,779 -Why? -Yeah, 716 00:40:48,846 --> 00:40:49,914 -wh-why? -At the minimum 717 00:40:49,980 --> 00:40:52,149 the device reduces spirituality 718 00:40:52,216 --> 00:40:54,652 to the stimulation of synapses. 719 00:40:54,718 --> 00:40:57,488 It can also rewire the brain's receptivity to the work 720 00:40:57,555 --> 00:40:59,056 of the Holy Spirit. 721 00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:00,691 Last, a significant percentage of the participants 722 00:41:00,758 --> 00:41:04,161 are seeing visions of Hell. 723 00:41:04,228 --> 00:41:06,697 And is that a bad thing? 724 00:41:06,764 --> 00:41:07,998 Excuse me? 725 00:41:08,065 --> 00:41:09,500 Fear of Hell can lead people to God. 726 00:41:09,567 --> 00:41:11,902 Is their faith less legitimate? 727 00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:13,737 But is that the kind of faith we want to promote? 728 00:41:13,804 --> 00:41:15,773 Who are we to judge what brings someone into the fold? 729 00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:18,542 It sounds like the helmet's ability to help people 730 00:41:18,609 --> 00:41:21,579 directly envision the realities of our faith 731 00:41:21,645 --> 00:41:23,514 could be an asset for the Church. 732 00:41:23,581 --> 00:41:25,850 But the harm could undoubtedly outweigh any potential benefits. 733 00:41:25,916 --> 00:41:27,051 What's the evidence of this harm? 734 00:41:27,117 --> 00:41:29,220 -Well, you... -KRISTEN: None. 735 00:41:29,286 --> 00:41:31,856 There's no concrete evidence to support that claim. 736 00:41:31,922 --> 00:41:33,891 Furthermore, the helmet offers the unique ability 737 00:41:33,958 --> 00:41:36,727 to help people suffering from neurological conditions, 738 00:41:36,794 --> 00:41:38,195 such as depression. 739 00:41:38,262 --> 00:41:39,830 That's a miracle in itself-- religious or not-- 740 00:41:39,897 --> 00:41:41,498 and if people want to attribute 741 00:41:41,565 --> 00:41:44,602 those qualities to God, then, hey, lucky you. 742 00:41:44,668 --> 00:41:47,004 BEN: I-I saw my dead mom, 743 00:41:47,071 --> 00:41:48,806 and my experience may not classify 744 00:41:48,873 --> 00:41:52,576 as, uh, harm in the empirical sense, but it felt real 745 00:41:52,643 --> 00:41:55,012 and I've been having trouble sleeping ever since. 746 00:41:55,079 --> 00:41:56,714 KRISTEN: Yeah, but that's from your preexisting night terrors. 747 00:41:56,780 --> 00:41:58,015 I mean, we can't condemn the technology 748 00:41:58,082 --> 00:41:59,149 -for any preexisting... -Okay. 749 00:41:59,216 --> 00:42:00,651 The question is a simple one. 750 00:42:00,718 --> 00:42:02,653 Should this technology be sent on 751 00:42:02,720 --> 00:42:05,689 to the Pontificia Accademia delle Scienze 752 00:42:05,756 --> 00:42:07,157 for further examination? 753 00:42:07,224 --> 00:42:08,959 -No. -Yeah, absolutely. -Maybe. 754 00:42:09,026 --> 00:42:11,061 Okay, this is helpful, thank you. 755 00:42:11,128 --> 00:42:14,265 Leave your research with me, and I'll make a decision. 756 00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:43,093 Please, God... 757 00:43:18,329 --> 00:43:20,998 -ANDY: Babe, can we talk? -(sighs) 758 00:43:24,234 --> 00:43:25,836 Okay. 759 00:43:32,209 --> 00:43:35,846 So... here's my suggestion. 760 00:43:36,847 --> 00:43:41,251 We sell the climbing business, and I take a job at REI. 761 00:43:41,318 --> 00:43:44,254 You quit your job at the Catholic Church, 762 00:43:44,321 --> 00:43:47,191 and, uh, we just focus more on home. 763 00:43:47,257 --> 00:43:48,859 We move Sheryl out of the garage, 764 00:43:48,926 --> 00:43:50,861 you take it back as an office. 765 00:43:50,928 --> 00:43:54,331 You always wanted to, uh, write that book on criminal defense. 766 00:43:54,398 --> 00:43:56,266 You've got a job offer from REI? 767 00:43:56,333 --> 00:43:58,369 No, I mean, not yet. 768 00:43:58,435 --> 00:44:00,404 Uh, but I know people who work there. 769 00:44:00,471 --> 00:44:01,805 On the sales floor? 770 00:44:01,872 --> 00:44:04,274 No, in the corporate offices. 771 00:44:04,341 --> 00:44:06,777 I'm talking about a nine-to-five job. 772 00:44:06,844 --> 00:44:07,845 This is something I should've done ten years ago. 773 00:44:07,911 --> 00:44:10,381 Why would I quit my job? 774 00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:14,985 Kristen. 775 00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:17,654 You have changed. 776 00:44:17,721 --> 00:44:19,957 And I think it's directly connected 777 00:44:20,024 --> 00:44:22,326 to the burden of carrying this family... 778 00:44:23,427 --> 00:44:25,796 ...and this job. 779 00:44:25,863 --> 00:44:28,899 There is something in it that is making you... 780 00:44:30,501 --> 00:44:32,136 ...different. 781 00:44:34,905 --> 00:44:36,840 It's making me tougher. 782 00:44:36,907 --> 00:44:38,175 It's making me more self-sufficient. 783 00:44:38,242 --> 00:44:39,977 You beat up a man at the supermarket. 784 00:44:40,044 --> 00:44:44,081 We're wearing animal masks to have sex now. 785 00:44:45,082 --> 00:44:46,383 Okay, this is what I suggest. 786 00:44:46,450 --> 00:44:48,185 You try to get a job at REI, 787 00:44:48,252 --> 00:44:50,320 and when you do, fine, then we'll sell the business 788 00:44:50,387 --> 00:44:51,955 and then we can talk, 789 00:44:52,022 --> 00:44:55,092 but this job-- my job-- is not the problem. 790 00:44:55,159 --> 00:44:57,227 It supplies our health care. 791 00:44:57,294 --> 00:44:58,462 It's our lifesaver. 792 00:45:06,303 --> 00:45:08,105 That's mine. 793 00:45:08,172 --> 00:45:12,276 Well, I didn't know what they were until Laura saw them... 794 00:45:12,342 --> 00:45:14,011 Laura saw them? 795 00:45:14,078 --> 00:45:16,814 She came into the room when I was looking. 796 00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:20,417 And she said that they were maps to kill people. 797 00:45:20,484 --> 00:45:23,120 Mm, no, they're not, they're not. It's... 798 00:45:23,187 --> 00:45:25,055 Then what are they? 799 00:45:25,122 --> 00:45:27,257 It-It's just... it's from therapy. 800 00:45:27,324 --> 00:45:28,959 It's a way to deal with anger. 801 00:45:29,026 --> 00:45:30,828 When people piss me off, I draw where they live. 802 00:45:30,894 --> 00:45:32,830 It's-it's meaningless, it-it's nothing. 803 00:45:32,896 --> 00:45:34,832 Your children don't know that. 804 00:45:39,336 --> 00:45:40,871 I need to talk to Laura. 805 00:45:40,938 --> 00:45:42,873 Not now, not-- tomorrow. 806 00:45:42,940 --> 00:45:44,308 -(crying) -She's okay. 807 00:45:44,374 --> 00:45:46,076 She's fine. 808 00:45:46,143 --> 00:45:50,247 I explained to her that... parents don't mean things. 809 00:45:50,314 --> 00:45:53,250 They pretend. 810 00:45:55,052 --> 00:45:57,254 It's okay. 811 00:45:57,321 --> 00:45:59,356 We'll be okay. 812 00:46:00,357 --> 00:46:02,392 We'll be good. 813 00:47:00,918 --> 00:47:04,221 ♪ ♪ 814 00:47:31,415 --> 00:47:32,416 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 815 00:47:54,508 --> 00:47:56,510 Untertitel von: Anja Graefe roup at WGBH access.wgbh.org